Big scare

Stormy crawled into a small hole on the floor under the kitchen cabinet and scared us "to death." I called him and then luckily pulled him out by front paws, head and then body to safety. Who knows where that space leads? Been in this old house 45 years already and have no clue (scary) where the hole goes. Blocked now. Bad boy is terribly busy, playful, affectionate and inquisitive. One week anniversary tomorrow for Bela at son's home. ??? I'm totally fed up with my life and how I've lived it and dealt with marriage partner too. How can I be cheerful? How can I be hopeful?  Poor abused man!